Guilt fits underneath every one
moment of calm,
A lull in the squeaking
Contains perforated promises
Of Scotch-taped brokenness
Concentrated clouds of
Warm, oiled air
Can’t remove the layers
of dirt and dust and skin
who lay under there
To water a velvet fern
is not to establish roots
To carve a half-circle
Into a copper urn
To color it yellow
With purple hues
Is not to feel the sun
Your green thumb,
Alchemical delusion